If all else fails, just TURN to GOD

( I took this photo, nice noh? hehehe )

You know what, I'll be honest, People may know me as a Brave person but I easily get discouraged. Yes I have tons of insecurities and I fear a lot of things, but every time I turn to GOD he never fails to save me from my miseries. Praying keeps me strong. There are times when I feel hopeless about certain events in my life, and all I do is grab my colorful rosary beads in my pocket and talk to the Almighty father. He has been my greatest friend ever since, and He always provides me with the best solutions to my problems. The best answers to my queries. He is my light, my knight in shining armor, and He will forever be my stone. I love you papa GOD.

Lalalala :)

When you’re down and troubled, all you need to do to work your way out of loneliness and stress is to listen to songs with good vibes and positive messages. Friends could be out of reach at times, guidance counselors may go on a leave, family members may be too busy to listen, but your I pod, mp3 players and cd players won’t get tired of playing you songs suited to heal your wounded soul and aching heart. Here are some of the songs that have lyrics sprinkled with contagious happiness.

1. “Ngiti Lang” by KC Concepcion, from the album a.k.a Cassandra- Aside from the jolly tune and the relaxing vibe of the song, the content of the lyrics spells POSITVITY. If you listen to it you can immediately feel the positive energy running through your veins like electricity. It suddenly shifts your mood from bad to good. The song has this magic in it that it just allows you to feel optimistic about tomorrow. Hearing it first thing in the morning will definitely make your day okay.

2. “Put Your Records On” by Corrine Bailey Rae from her self titled album Corrine Bailey Rae- Don’t you feel relaxed everytime you hear the chirping of the birds and the rustling of the leaves? This song will definitely make you feel carefree! And it’s just the intro, you’re not even half way done with the song but you are already starting to feel light and bubbly. Hakuna Matata as the famous song from the Disney Animated Film “The Lion King” would say it. It talks about letting go of all your stress in this world. Lay down all your cards and let nature work on it until it vanishes through thin air. With Corrine’s smooth and distinct voice, you’ll be in heaven in no time. The song is so vibrant that it overflows and it affects you as a listener, in a positive way.

3. “He Heals Me” by India Arie from the album Testimony Volume no. 2 Love and Politics- A very comforting song performed by a faithful servant of God. This song helps you think about Jesus and his goodness to mankind. It is perfect to those who are feeling hopeless and discouraged about their lives. “He Heals Me” reminds the listeners to, “Hey, look up, God is listening, he never leaves our side. He is there in happiness and in sorrow so there’s no need for you to worry!” After pondering upon this song, you will feel secured that you are not alone in your battles in life, so be happy because God will stand with you until the very end.

It is inevitable for us to feel a little emotional, but sooner or later, all the worries, the pains and the sufferings will pass and life will go on because WE MUST EMBRACE the complexity of life no matter what.

Be Your Own Bestfriend :)

I was at PCBS this morning and I saw this book. The title did hit me like a giant school bus and it made me realize that I haven't had a chance to enjoy myself without the company of others. For years, every time I feel sad, or happy I always dial the numbers of my friends to meet up with them. Now that I'm older, I can feel that it's time for me to stop relying too much on the comfort that other people can offer to me, instead I should learn how to rely on MYSELF more often. I'm not yet done with the book but I am hopeful that this book will somehow help me fix ME!

I wanna wake up in a city that Never sleeps

I have never been to any other place in the world before, but if ever I will be given a chance to have an all expense paid trip, I WILL PICK THE CONCRETE JUNGLE WHERE DREAMS ARE MADE OF, NEW YORK CITTTTTY!

Change is good

Hello Bloggers, this is Erneil your super hyper blogger friend who is so damn excited to start sharing what's on my mind as of this moment so let me begin by talking about CHANGE

The only thing that is permanent in this world is CHANGE! You might have heard it a million times from other blogs, books, or wherever, but it's TRUE. As a fresh graduate, I am ready to face the gozillion changes that will come my way. Let me enumerate some:

1. NO more allowance

2. If I ride PUJ's I will no longer be paying as a STUDENT

3. I will no longer wear my USLS uniform

4. No more allowance :)

The list goes on and on but I don;t have time to enumerate all of them right now, since I have to wake up early for a gig! Believe it or not, I am a host, a singer, and a part time masseur, jUST kidding. Anyway going back to the topic of change. Seriously, I am little bit afraid of the BIG CHANGES that are happening right now in my life. One of the Biggest change that I need to embrace is the fact that I need to find a JOB. I want to work as soon as MAY.I can't stand staying in our house all day. Even though I am busy with some stuff like updating my facebook, helping my mom do chores, and reading my magazinesssss, I need to do SOMETHING that will help me EARN MONEY. As I venture into the job market, I am constantly bombarded by a lot of questions, questions that are actually making me doubt MYSELF. Questions like will I be hired? am I taking the right career path?  Is my resume impressive enough to be considered for the job I am applying for? I'm known by my peers as the optimistic one, the outgoing, and the brave soul of the group, but right now I'm turning out as the opposite of that person. I've submitted my resumes already and hopefully, by Monday, I will be receiving calls for interviews and meetings. You see, landing a job will be my first baby step to A NEW ME, I don't hate who I am, but I want to see something new in me, I want to become better that's all I want to say. 

We often seek for something new. Because starting anew allows us to erase all the bad memories, and move on to the next chapter of our lives. Me, I want to be renewed in every aspect. I want to strengthen my faith in God, I want to be involved in worthwhile activities, like sports and charity works, I want to be employed and be able to help my parents financially,  I want to find love and be loved, I want to become a professional host and a singer, and I want to become the person God wants me to be. The world is my oyster, and I would like to believe that I'm starting to become a pearl. I don't know where life would take me but I am POSITIVE THAT THE CHANGES THAT I'LL BE GOING THROUGH WILL LEAD ME TO MY HOTTEST DESTINATION TO DATE... oh Lord pls. help me....